Here is the desire of my heart I couldn't express
No exact words would fit to say what it feels like I could not speak, it is hard for me to utter things
But indeed there are lots in my heart I could able to share
I wish to cry of pain, I wish to express my loneliness. A blessed creation like me is carrying a lot of astonishment. Thinking the answer could just be found in the other field. Assuming there is so much lacking in me that needs to be filled
The joy I looked for is just around but was just taken for granted. I had only realized it when I was far from all my beloved
I realized why I need to search for the joy that I am full of it. The discontentment of my soul confused me to treasure it. On the other side of my world, I thought I could be complete. God forgive me. I need to understand Your fullness and depth. Give me the wisdom to see that I am so much a blessed one. Teach me more to trust the perfectness of Your plan
I understand that You are a perfect and jealous God. You want me to rely everything on You every second. You taught me well how to be healthy and capable on my own
Yet I don’t have to rely on my strength but rely on Yours alone. Guide me then on how to farm in patience keeping my faith
Shower me now on the abundance of crops that I cultivated
I promise to be a good farmer in Your provided plantation. Where I need to plow, plant, and make an excellent harvest soon
Here is the desire of my heart I couldn't express
No exact words would fit to say what it feels like I could not speak, it is hard for me to utter things
But indeed there are lots in my heart I could able to share
I wish to cry of pain, I wish to express my loneliness. A blessed creation like me is carrying a lot of astonishment. Thinking the answer could just be found in the other field. Assuming there is so much lacking in me that needs to be filled
The joy I looked for is just around but was just taken for granted. I had only realized it when I was far from all my beloved
I realized why I need to search for the joy that I am full of it. The discontentment of my soul confused me to treasure it. On the other side of my world, I thought I could be complete. God forgive me. I need to understand Your fullness and depth. Give me the wisdom to see that I am so much a blessed one. Teach me more to trust the perfectness of Your plan
I understand that You are a perfect and jealous God. You want me to rely everything on You every second. You taught me well how to be healthy and capable on my own
Yet I don’t have to rely on my strength but rely on Yours alone. Guide me then on how to farm in patience keeping my faith
Shower me now on the abundance of crops that I cultivated
I promise to be a good farmer in Your provided plantation. Where I need to plow, plant, and make an excellent harvest soon
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was the plough been not gracefull..