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written 12/13/14 For you our beautiful and funny princess
This surprise gives you a fullest grace
We were freezing all our breathes 
Our plans smoothly flow like a breeze Last week you phoned me..
"Ma..when you're going to come?"
I simply answered, "sure I shall"
You were seemingly having a dismay
That your day isn't important for me But that day I was busy running errand
To make this very day a remarkable one
I was doing that time not for my thing
But to make this secret plan to happen Darling, I know I had a lot of absences
To raise you well is my mission on earth
Yet I tried to make up all things today
By making your fantasy turns to realty


Oh. ..I miss your arms around me So much I need you all the way
Missing your passionate stare
Uplifting my spirit on the air I wish not to wake up from this dream
Shackled my thoughts at this moment
Where you breathed fast down my ear
Where we engulfed truly not a tale I wish to pave myself with the wind
Moving me towards my soul destined
But if it won't lead to you I restrain
I believe our souls will meet once again The rhythmic melody blends
The hymns of love unchanged
Give it's mystic power unbeaten
It will cross our lives at the end In our customised destiny
In our emotions of ecstasy
Love conquers the boundary
We'll have happy ending love story


As the mornings smoothly running
And the time flies quickly moving
Its wings plucked soaring fast
Lovely memories left in the past Reminiscing those years we were together
We were stucked by an emotion so clear
There was so much laughter and pain
Yet we situated ourselves not to remain vain Our heart beats in a steady tone
As they breathe for just one alone
Hearts struggle of what we feel in
We opted to savor this ever sweet pain


In the desert
We could see none
But the vast land
Empty and blonde

In the desert
Luminous moonlight
Rekindling the sweet night
Splattered the souls delight

In the desert
We wished to lay and rest
Embrace our togetherness
To add these into our memories

In the desert
We wished to celebrate
To be each other undisturbed
In thoughts of no one but our own world

In the desert
We dreamed to be there
With hope these things to happen
Now in my night it drifts to sweeten


You're on your way
I foresee faces in dismay
Dont you have a way to veer?
For us to avoid this disaster?

I can see flood of tears
In a visit of nature's monster
Can you change direction?
And have your wrath down?

Innocent children
Worrying mothers
Fathers faith strengthen
Prayers silently deepen

"Allow not please
To break and damage
The shelters of ours
In an uncontrollable hours
In time it passes
Soften its rage
Pleading in trust
In earnest we ask
Our hearts scream
Faithfully we dream
Our brethren safety
Freed from calamity...

Oh powerful God hear us"


When my heart is in tuned
And my spirit is in toned
I need to write its lyrics
A mission of soul it takes

As my pulse reels
And my heart grills
My mind is in motion
To relish this emotion

Sprinkles with the breeze
Galloping words I cease
Thoughts flash beyond
Plumb in a deep ocean

Here I am in life I roll
Waltzing on the shore
We are in thrill to wait
What is it about to wit?

Just nothing and senseless
Yet behind it's emptiness
I created a wonderful art
A beautiful lyrics of my heart


How did I walk through that path
It was not smooth it was rough
Burden was born by my side
To survive I delved...I thrived I was a princess when I grew up
I was an apple of many hearts
I was given attention and care
That led me no way to dream Yet life then twisted into a drastic
On my shoulder cross being etched
To suffer my own self I challenged
Confident things will all be mended It's hard to carry weight on my back
I embraced as I see treasure and luck
Being abused for having a kind spirit
Mocked till I became greatly polished Here I'm now a gem of confidence
In pebbles seldom to be mixed in
My glitters are now scrutinised much
My brilliance exquisitely giving a guts I became a soul I became a spirit
My future is wonderful I sensed it
No more worries with my dreams
As of now it's fulfilled in every moment


On board on a boat 
My spirit wants to float
Sunrise in my view
Gives my face aglow
At the sky beneath
Clouds are in a contest
Like a wonderful paint
Telling me a story
Like a free movie
That hills at far
Speaking to me ajar
The sea this boat lay
Glistening much my day
It is a vast richness
A paradise on earth
I contemplate this scenery
Abundance is superbly
The beauty of nature
That sometimes we ignore
Is just anywhere free
Gives us enough a glee


We travel this far now Baby Amazing to have this journey
With you always in my thought
In my heart a lesson being taught In that valley with moving scenery
Splendid terrain overlooking the sea
In the park of our claimed Kingdom
We strolled to get rid our boredom Those old trees became our witness
And the vivid grasses in a misty eve
The cats were in a hide and seek play
Chill & release the stress we'd in a day It was all fresh past to reminisce
The worries of love in its nature pace
The cries of our imperfect situation
With perfect love it keeps moving on Those were the days and this is now
With our sweet love we bend to bow
The screaming of our destined souls
No barrier to hinder we give our all The essence of love we learned
Is even no way to have us at the end
But we both strongly believing in
We owned each our own heart within That even the time won't favor us
In every beat of our hearts we trust
That even we couldn't utter a single word
The language of our love is…


Give me the smile
That will release
The spirit of your love
And the pain no more

Give me the kiss
That will take out
The thorn ingrained
And sadness will drain

Give the hugs
That will cast
The ache of my heart
And it will be a blast

Give me the words
That will deeply soothe
The innermost of my soul
And I will love you much more


Your body is teared of to die
Almost consumed by your cry

It's about time to slap your face
Wake up from this foolishness

Don't allow your regretful soul
To see your dying body on the floor

Look for love that make you smile
Uplift and float your spirit high

You stand and dressed yourself
To him you say good bye and leave 

He will notice your blushing face
And and see your eyebrows raise

Ignore him just wave your hips
Let his eyes be rounded with regrets


Taking a pose
Zoom to close
Then go and move
To fix and rove

Almost consumed
Of tears absurd
Just walk through
Time to let go

Quit yearning
Stop seeking
Self has worth
Learn in huge

For life will veer
Find way in thrill
A wonder prize
Full of surprise

Be firmed to trust
Tomorrow has blast
Written and made
On a palm engraved

Cross pains to learn
All heartaches mend
Have faith in His will
Tomorrow will tell


Alone I see the amber shadow
The mountain of hope in glow
I heard the birds on me hymn
A song in my gloomy evening Alone I see my lonely self
Silently shedding my tears
Who owned me in this valley?
Accompanying me in calvary? Alone there's so much to remember
Things I disposed that fester
The fraught of yester years
Ohhh my spirit yelling in tears Alone I am speaking to my shadow
What's the essence of tomorrow
If tonight I watch the unseen moon Talking to my lonesome heart.. Alone..


When pain filters our souls
And tears brighten our sights
Surely there'll be a balance in life
Ahead we'll see things gonna be right When our hearts screamed for love
And we missed each other so hard
We wonder what to come ahead
To untold destiny we'll be thrilled When dream sparks our nights
Uncertainties rolled our minds
There's no way for us to predict
We'll just wait our futures to lead As darkness comes at day end
Our bodies and minds rest and bend
Our souls never tired on mingling
Around the clock non stop loving


Just fool as he and she are in lovin'
Smiling towards the empty wind
Daydreaming a wondrous art
An illusive dreams of my heart

Giving music to my uncertain soul
Soaring the sky like an eagle
Swimming in a deep vast ocean
To express my loving heart beyond

Like a roadside spring fast flowing
And a downhill crystal river running
Am moving the stagnant waters
In a wisdom I've got from tears

Speaking the lyrics of my heart
Floating the power of magic love
Enjoying the waves of high emotion
Giving love without any condition

Hiding sad emotion behind my smile
Embracing life and never dare to sigh
Trying to behave like a woman so cool
But I have my know it all

This is me...


Seemingly the hard and rough times
Are on their visit into the writers lives
As I toned to the flow of our words
Weather seems undirected our world

If you are in your pain, sad and mad?
Did you think you are alone not glad?
We are all in tuned the lonely music
We are in tears of our hearts every lyric

We are writers..poets and poetesses
We are all artistic to draw our sentiments
Our emotions so high, so our imaginations
We love so deep..and so our illusions

Now your tears and mine are in marathon
Fast flowing.. gasping our breathes on
Writers are in love..writers in despairs
Let's move on..let's move on... Tears!!!


I am one of them now
Storm tried to ravage me somehow But here I stand still smiling
Here I sway my hand sweating It's not just as easy to survive
It takes a lot of courage to be alive But once storm will visit me ahead
I will embrace it's befalling on my head


When I read your poetry
I chilled with your words so lovely
Uplifting my heart sinks
Drowned with high winks Ohh how I love this art..It touches my heart
Caressing my sweet soul..
It made me love and more

I smile. .I write..I express
What is inside..It's a grace
It's a gift bestowed upon you and me
Hide this feeling not..let it be free
Now I am with you clinging
Flying beneath my wings
Soaring across the globe
Embrace my words and hold Spread love...
Spread in glad..
You and me..Let's be glee
Let's share our arts of poetry


A rolling scene flashes over
Thoughts reel and stagger
Unsteady as it isn't supposed to be
like bumping atoms and a tiny orbs roll 
 into the horizon of my empty chambers..
It is like crawling.. groping
to find an answer..trying to be normal being.. Searching the real wealth of an immortal artistic being..
Whom sometimes deaf.. blind.. and uncertain...
Just nothing..words flow gushing through the dew'
of an air we gasp every now and then..
My two thumbs just playing each every key of my keyboard, though..
Unraveling..gleaning the words from the weird I have met through. . Who are they? They are my unseen friends who give me life thinking I am better
and could fly like an eagle soaring above the storm.. wherever..
Yet, I am just one of them..the crazy lovable ones. sharing their emptiness. them.. we are having our own weaknesses
Getting strength from each others warmth..
Believing each one is just as just as fool as we are Yet shines as of the sun bright radiance. …


Imagining ourselves imprisoned in a close door
maybe we laugh, we cry and more

You stare at me with too much passion and love
we hold the lavish emotions we both have The fear and excitement will be mixed through
its always high and never gone low

The tightness of your hugs, the respect is too much
beholding your eyes upon me, with your gentle touch.. And nothing more ( wink) Yes.. nothing more to try
its ironic but even my fantasy could lie.. In my imagination so deep, it mend
the hollow and emptiness were filled And what to do?
When my soul found you
I am crazy needing you If I could just sheer my heart beat off the ground
If I could just deviate my thought in other way around But again, what to do?
When my heart missed you
Fool I would be to want to


I opted to hush and seclude
my emotion
Spending time and reading 
yours with illusion
But when I started to chill
with your reveals
You touched my soul
and my thought drills I found myself handling
my waiting pen
I was drawn to depict
what my heart within
My senses writhe,
like a film started to roll
Wishing to yell the cramping
of my silent soul Come share your art
lets give time to construct
A mountain of lovely words
to rise and bask
With those hearts flowing
in a spring of love
With those blazing souls sharing
their emotions that flood


Reminiscing yesterday's
dire of nightmare
Turned into a myriad
bright smile I wear

Keeping myself moving
facing every single challenge
Life never flows in stagnant,
it's a rolling stone of change

It is unlike a sudden flash
of mystical eve lightning
Tormented sufferings descend
in a right time, debilitating

Creeping to disappear like
a cloud in a sky beneath
Struggle is not forever until
I found myself unearthed

Today I am walking through
with my priceless smile
Glorious skies uplifted me
and I have no way to sigh

My heart shines after the journey
from a long rough ravaged road
Rubbles befallen caused by those
speckled rain I passed and coped

Pains never galllop...also never stay
as I throw every strife to the abyss
Grateful of fate to be freed
from an unpleasant travel memories

Now I veered myself into a destiny
of such a promising drive through
Shaping myself to a glowing shadow
of a beautiful dawn of tomorrow


Partaking my emotion I am always trying to suppress
Calmed down feelings, silence somehow bring me solace
As I continue to take my journey with my busy steps
Sharing my smile, facing the world with no mark of regrets

A twit.. a laughter of an open book life keep me shining
A smile from a true and sincere heart seemingly not lying
Yet a silent sound of a flowing spring of tears at night
Connecting the hungry souls in the name of love never trite

In the middle of the night it is the music of my emotion I only care to listen It is when I linger with my thoughts savoring the feeling that could not be lessen In the middle of the night I enter the portal of my kingdom to waltz in magic
Drenched with the shout of my soul, swaying my deep emotion I could't quit


GIFT FROM "THE ANGEL" By Mr. Jatinder Auklah- India Person of the Year


Life is not a midnight snore of our deep sleeping
It is sometimes gasping an air of our breathing

Life is not as smooth and arranged as we want it to across
It is sometimes garbled in order to serve its purpose

Life is the hardest step that teaches us to dance
And yet it brings us as graceful as we become

Life is not all the time winning in order to acquire wisdom
It is our defeats that leave us wiser than our triumphs

Life is meaningless if it is as shallow as the river runs
Yet it is as meaningful if it is as deep as the silent ocean

Life is a flow of tears in a perpetual stumble and fall
To give us enough lessons to learn and make it more colorful

Life is worth living if we are brave to face its challenge
And it is as good if we accept its wonderful design God has given

Life is not measured in the numbers of breath we take
Rather in the numbers of time life left us breathless


I am in a hype of creating an art
Embracing the world without disgust
Shading colors with beautiful hue
Decking myself a celestial dew

I use my tears to water the colors
Painting my emotion that purely pours
Mixing bright colors into my blues
Suffused the sky and the heaven glows

My thoughts magnify others arts
Blending in mine sharing their parts
Attracts the land to smile in abundance
Bearing fruits of wisdom in variance

Come lets do these mind crafts unbridled
Flaunting the talent within us bestowed
Let us shade together the world in full colors
Let us all dwell in awe with positive visions


The whiff of your scent is following me While I walk empty on my every silent day How can we survive lurking the moment Believing your soul and mine were meant
The cobweb of yesterdays I started to create Is the shell of your imagination done built?
Will you still ask yourself how can we survive? When it keeps on churning our day and night?
My midnight spring wishes to touch your early night My ascending emotion delighting you as twilight Flashing back those smiles that flow in a noon glow Day by day it shines increasingly and never gone low
Why our souls perfectly matched in a stubborn time? Why I can see you clearly even I close my eyes and mind? As I am going to park my thoughts in this lonely misty night You will parch on me and think deep how can we survive


Wondering why my thoughts wonder into a faraway meadow Where my tiny steps marched throughout that plateau long time ago
Could not even remember if there were parrot and sparrow singing both What were in there why it brought like a film shadowing my thoughts
It simply wafted into my heart through a whispering breeze A mysterious blow of a silent air, it got me craze
Like an immortal thoughts, a spirit vexation Igniting my empty soul and my artistic intuition
After such a deep contemplation, a wisdom speaks After all the toiling efforts of thinking deep
I came to realize that wide lush green meadow reflects A promising green pasture is just a few distance waiting ahead






As I handle your bunch of greetings
Unexpected tears flowed in silence
While reading your grateful messages
I feel I am the luckiest mother on earth

I am never alone with my journey
You let me realize this very day
Your wonderful and thoughtful concerns
Serve as my crown of being your queen

Your touch of love means so much
Engulfed my soul more than enough
Surprises were poured this day
To such a loving mother like me


Hoping to unleash the silence of my hushed emotion
I found my active pen nimbly in motion
Excited to tell things to my mind just rolled
Wishing me to download all the feelings untold

My witty pen now waving like whirling dervishes
Its glossy ink smoothly flowing in such a grace
Delighted to circulate the whisper of my heart
To promulgate my emotion, my pen has a big part

As I started emoting the honesty of my poor soul
My pen seemed weaken and the movement was in control
Hesitated to talk what my heart gently speaks
Lingered the spring of my emotion, trying to divert

I just gave my pen my earnest smile and it winks
My pen smartness is what I adore as it deeply thinks
Maybe it wishes to gather the nectar of my blossom
Preserves the wonders of my heart and its magical bloom


An empty thoughts chill with me in a cold morning
Another promising journey of a brand new year
I found myself holding a pen, what I need to share?
Plenty in my mind I couldn’t express so well
My sleepy ink waiting for my emotions untold
Haven’t been burst but in my eyes it glowed
Days added into my life I need to be cheerful
Wrinkles of my skin I have to be grateful
They are remarkable mark of life’s experience
They are the symbol of my laughter and pains
Which I have been throughout the previous years
It depicts a woman of weakness and strength
Successful of having awesome and lovely children
Produced by faith and positive well being
Ohh, why tears welled in my eyes?
Why this pen brought me to cry?
Maybe last night I was just lack of sleep,
I need to go back my bed and have a beautiful rest
Happy New Year and have a Wonderful Days ahead!!